Moving
a new home (literally and figuratively speaking:D).
Last April 11, I attended the pre-departure briefing for Zambia-bound volunteers
A couple of weeks ago, I received news from VSO Zambia that my placement with my original employer “fell through”, and that they were targeting to find an alternative placement for me before April 15.
As of yesterday, however, none of the options have firmed up, and so VSO Zambia asked for “a couple more days” to work it out. I suspect that the Holy Week break (since
With the repeated changes in schedule but little development in getting an actual placement, I'm trying not to get my hopes up too much. I don't want to be inflated, just to get deflated again. Hence, I am really just taking each day as it comes and preparing myself for any eventuality.
Thankfully, my Volunteer and Programme Adviser (VPA) here in the
So here I am, still waiting for the other alternatives in
It is tough to let go of
As a famous line from a cheesy song goes, "Whatever will be, will be".:) I just hope that whatever does become of this, I am ready for it.
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Today was supposed to be the day.
By this time, I would have been up on cloud nine, 30,000 feet above ground, and headed for a land that I’m bound to call "home" for the next two years of my life.
Instead, I’m right here on what I’d like to call “ground zero,” concerning myself with what I could keep busy with in the next two months.
Suddenly, I now find myself with time on my hands—a whole lot of time than I am used to having, such that it ceases to be a luxury already.
After the hurly burly of the past months in preparation for my departure, this, perhaps, is life’s way of telling me to be still. Be still to savour the gift of friends, family, and community. Be still to bask in the beauty of country. Be still to empty one’s self and, thus, be ready to be filled once more with the graces of new life, new work, and new adventure.
So, for whatever it’s worth, I still here…still making it work…still rolling with the punches…still embracing each new day as it comes.:)
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